It’s hard to pretend to ignore him when my full attention is on him. To be unaffected when he is around when my gaze is a dead give-away and to act unflustered when I am with him when in truth I feel giddy and excited.

Just to disguise how I feel, he has no idea of my torment acting nonchalant everytime I would see him with her .

If only I have the courage to approach him and straightforwardly say “I like you”, I would have done that a long time ago so that I wouldn’t have to endure from holding back.

Passing by he glanced into my direction discretely, knowing that I am around. He always has his smile and greeting ready everytime he would see me and would even get my attention when I passed by and didn’t notice him. He is making me wonder what those gestures mean especially when I know for a fact he likes somebody else and not me.

Can it be that he is already starting to notice me? Nah! Maybe not…

You love someone.
He loves somebody else.
The person he loves, loves someone else.

Why is it most of the time its a case of “unrequitted love”?
Why is it that two people who loves each other rarely meet?
Why can’t it always be that the person you love, loves you in return?

Isn’t it possible to have
No complications
No false hopes
No chase…

Just sharing my blog entries from my multiply site. Notice the date interval of the posts– more than a year. It just shows how far I’ve gone. Looking back, I’m proud because I have proven to my self that I am strong.

Moving On
Catch Me I’m Falling